Sunday, February 27, 2011

You don't know what you've got til it's gone


Pavements and parking lots instead of cobblestones and fields... I'm not getting homesick but I think I'm noticing a lack of a few things I didn't realise I liked so much in my everyday life.

POTATOES!!!!! Ha ha only messing! Nah, the first thing I have missed is butter. MMmmm creamy salty fatty buttery butter; I was a veritable dairy fiend spreading the soft golden deliciousness on most foods and over here it's just not happening. And although the bread is like a hundred million times tastier I still can't help imagining how a bit of butter would make all the better.
And number two - my bicycle. I used to cycle absolutely everywhere and yes the metro is an excellent service and I've never waited more than 4 minutes for a train but I miss the independent feeling of getting myself directly from one destination to another, speeding along in the wind all by myself, legs and thoughts flying, without a thought of anything but on-coming traffic. I don't mind the crowds of people and being squished up between a business man reading the financial times on one side and a romanian rose seller on the other with one lady's handbag pushing into my lowerback and trying to avert my eyeline from staring at a handsome boy wondering if he's a homosexual or just immaculately groomed and well-dressed, by pretending to study the map of stops on the line... Oh boy I sure miss my bike. And the long lost days of unappreciated proximity of Dominic street to Salthill and the trivial drunken cycle homewards, for last night standing at 4am in the Bastille waiting for a night bus to come and take me on the 45 minute journey to Charles de Gaulle Etoile then with a 20 minute walk awaiting me upon my descent I was almost crying for my two wheeled wonder.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

fly far far away




Hakuna matata? a tuna potata? I have these horrible worries that scare me so much I think the despondent compressing of my chest will suffocate me to death. Fear of the future; regret of the past; vascillation of the present; I keep trying to push them away but it's like eating a chewing gum when all I really really want to do is brush my teeth.


so let's have a chuckle for distraction from this failed repression




and a little light-hearted lusting ....

.... CAPE ....

.... WANT ....

Monday, February 21, 2011

blaa bloooooooo

Today I had a little moment whilst queuing the supermarket. I was standing, as you do, spacing out, as you do, not thinking of much, as you do, when I felt one of those imaginary cartoon lightbulbs pop above my head. It wasn't exactly the revelation of the century but it caught me surprise and landed me with a bit of an old thud. And...? *Ping: I have reached planet Paris. So yes, there I was in the lunchtime rush with my few groceries, waiting and waiting and listening in on the conversation of the two girls infront of me. Then I felt it: Not only was I not passively overhearing a gayified blaaaabloooo blooblaabloooo blablob bla blob blooo but I was actually following her embarrassing recount of her Saturday night escapades and cringing for her and her drunken attempts at alluring the sexy bar man... Bonjour Mademoiselle Zara et bienvienue en France...

Being here is possibly the best thing in the world! I think if I managed to find myself bored for even half a second then I'd definitely deserve a Noble Prize for achieving the impossible. And because I'm in a positive mood I'm going to list all the things that made me feel good today:
1 - I got up at 8am with heaps of energy
2 - Had a scrummy breakfast of Swedish flatbread and smoked salmon
3 - I wore my newest awesomest jumper that I bought in a thrifty charity shop in Montmartre at the weekend
4 - In class I befriended a very lovely lady who is a mathematics teacher and also wife to the Korean Ambassador
5 - I came home to find two letters waiting for me - one from the bank (which is not lame and grown-upy and snore, but which is totally positive because it shows how I'm becoming a proper resident here) - and one in a big brown cardboard envelope from Amazon and my darling Nuala
6 - I went to the Sorbonne administration office and in a bureau of six employees, when my turn came around the five female workers were busy and I was attended to by the young gentleman. (Do I need to point out how gorgeous and French and nonchalent he was?)
7 - I inadvertently came upon the Pantheon and got to visit for free because of being a young EU citizen and saw GRAVITY
8 - I got a spot of sketching in on the Metro
9 - Aforementioned supermarket realisation
10 - I bought new stationary
11 - Sat downstairs with my computer and got extra speedy internets and wrote this EPIC post





Friday, February 18, 2011

two to the bed and a few to the head

ON REPEAT


Feeling:.......
Wishing:.......

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Thursday, February 10, 2011

au debut



Life thus far has been restricted to the 17th arronidissement, which seems to be to Paris what the Upper East Side is to Manhattan; so I've been walking around with my mouth hanging twice as wide. Humming this delightful little number oh la dee dee da