dj snke

what a beautifully fantastic relief to have someone who you chose to hang out with rather than being forced to because you have your pasts in common. they don't know your terrible past and all those horrible things you didn't know you were capable of doing yet committed. repeatedly. and will haunt you forever. it's not exactly starting afresh but it's a good enough head start to have.

creation

The beginning has to start somewhere so my A is here. Don't ask where B is, just go along with it and humour me in pretending. Anyway so many people say it's not about the destination, it's the journey and what you learn along the way that really matters. Which is why I've just set this up at long last, thrown caution to the wind in the hope of ressurecting the creative bit in my brain that has retreated into hiding. I would like to use this as a place to write for the sake of writing without worrying whether it will be good or not; perhaps some automatic writing mixed in there with a focused idea or two. I can have high hopes. I can create myself with my blog, create an adventurous mind, create creativity. For one who scorns those attached to technology I'm extending my diary writing to the electronic realm. Pete Doherty did it and he still wrote beautiful poetry oh here's an inspiration for a good beginning: from Sylvia Plath: "And by the way everything in life is writeable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt". I have an abundant amount of self-doubt knotted up inside but here's to hoping that the winding trails of my tales will unravel and dispel all that.